Hi All, Happy Fall!  Autumn as you know is my favorite of all the seasons. I basically just endure summer so I can fling open the doors to a beautiful fall day. What is it now, 2023?    Hmm where DID those two years go?   

I spent the pandemic gardening, watching youtube about gardening, and eating stuff out of my garden.  I have also worked on a spiritual counseling hotline since 2012.  I feel as if my ability to reach out to someone in a challenging stage of their journey,  is very helpful to the many people I have spoken with. However, I prefer in-depth  

Now everything feels different, doesn't it?  Many people I talk to need help solving real-world problems. I'm good at that: Life 101.  My approach pulls in :  Mind, Body, Spirit.   One stop shopping:  I realized I have an extensive background in nutrition, economics, and spirituality.  All three subjects are often part of the whole picture of a person's journey.  

We are unique!  We are part of the bigger spiritual reality and a mosaic of thoughts and challenges.  

Let me know if anyone out there would like to take the wheel of their life. I am a great co-pilot.   I am very happy to work with you. See contact info right side of page>>   

 

The 2020 Change~! I've found a term for what I do, or rather I made one up! I am going to call it Soul Investigation. It is a combo-pack of spiritual guidance, family history work, past life work, and present time life counseling. There is a holistic feel to the work I do, and I like that feeling. So do my clients, they tell me~! 

I was born curious, without a doubt, and life has been a vast mystery for me as I put together the various puzzle pieces of life: my past lives, my family of origin. I am blessed with a deep talent for researching and weaving all the unusual and various parts into a tapestry that can be touched, experienced, and has healing properties.    

Interesting when I think of the various passions that have held me this lifetime: I was an apparel  designer, costume designer, a writer, poet, musician, and historian. When I was in design school, my Art History teacher was a genius and I found myself walking through the art and architecture of the past as if I had been there before(surprise surprise.) All of my passions have led me to past life work and present day healing. 

In 1976 I became obsessed with the subject of reincarnation and trained to be a past life regression therapist. I have done hundreds of regressions, and honestly, it is like going to the movies for me. I am so excited to help a person unlock the hidden doors. One of the reasons I did this was because I have had clear memories of past lives since I was a child but did not know what I was seeing. Objects from certain eras were like keys to those hidden doors for me. Music, Art, history, everything rang so many bells.  

Like anyone born into the spiritual journey, I have studied my way through many a modality, studied psychology in depth, counseled many clients as a life coach, and unraveled many a pattern. I've taken workshops and studied with some of the best people in their fields.  

That's me: weaving, unraveling, revealing, discovering, and sharing, taking phone calls from the dearly departed,  and always learning more. I still can't explain it all, but I can do it. 

Blessings, Chocolate and Love of the Universal and Compassionate Kind,  Suzanna

  

I'm sure, dear reader, that you've felt the intensity of the energies these last few months.  June and July 2019 have been really challenging for us empathic, sensitive types~!  Eclipses here, planetary do-se-do's there, back and forth, up and down~!  These days it is about riding the waves like a surfer, and if we wipe out,  get back up on that board!

    

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Much of the work we do in a Life Guidance session is focused on healing your roots, and we don't mean the hair kind, but those pesky past life, parental and ancestral kudzu roots that tie themselves round your ankles and won't let go.

In that respect, I am the gardener that will prune off the deadwood and help you become the thriving, beautiful, ever-growing sparkling natural spirit you already are. Sessions are filled with love, encouragement, laughter, and occasional kleenex binges.

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 Remember, we never know who we are going to end up chatting with when we go into these sessions, just last week the person requested had no desire to talk, but her cousin was happy to be the go between~!    These sessions go well when the client is very open minded and loving.

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For some reason I have a gift of seeing relevant past life connections for people.  I could get in to a really big philosophical existential discussion here about the meaning of "time" and what the term past life really means, but I will save that for another day.

 Use the Full Session or partial /Donate button to initiate payment for readings, then pop me an email me at sparklesuz@gmail.com~!

I believe that many of us have reached a period of development where our aspects are connecting with us and we are being freed of “past” perceptions in order to further our awakening spirit. Kind of like getting a new pair of glasses, we see through new eyes.  I can help with that ~! 

The Gift of Violets

  Long ago, I died. I was seven years old, and was offered a doorway out. I call these exit portals that appear several times in one's lifetime to give your soul a decision point to leave or continue.
      My cousin side-swam me out to a very large raft in the middle of a lake. Despite the fact I lived on an island surrounded by water, and many lakes dotted the area,I hadn't been taught to swim. That, however did not cross my mind at that moment.
   We were basking in the sun and fun, when suddenly the mass of kids on the raft decided to flip it over, jolly fun for all!   I slowly sank down to the bottom of the lake. There was no fear, no panic, just absolute peace and a curiosity about the lake bottom. I was surrounded with love, and I mean LOVE with all capital letters. I remember a stream of light piercing through the grey. 

      Down there underwater, I had a nice chat with my Angelic crew and Spiritual Guides.  This went on for quite a while, which also didn't cross my mind much. I'd chosen a difficult life, and it was only going to get more difficult, but as usual, I swore I could handle it! This time I could free myself of lifetimes of patterns, have a big awakening, and become a spiritual being within the confines of the Earth 3D experience. All I had to do is survive the "Holy Initiation" of the first couple dozen years or so.  Right?  

     At that point, a lifeguard apparently found me down there, brought me up and pumped me out, and thud, there I was back in form.   From then on, I began to have a series of communications and synchronicities to remind me I was part of a bigger, unseen reality, and was being watched over. 

   Several unusual things occurred after that incident. I began to recall my past lives very vividly.  Many children will tell you in detail their past lives, right about the age of 4 when their verbal skills get to certain level, but the 3D reality hasn't conditioned them toward what is "true" and what isn't "true".  My mother would often find me in the bathroom, sleepwalking, running water over my hands to cool them from being on fire.  I was born in 1956 and was remembering a very short life I'd had in WWII that was best forgotten.  

    On our large property we had orchards, fields, forests,beaches and an old abandon homestead.  I disappeared into the beauty of nature. Nature was my playground and my companion. 

 The old house we called the "farmhouse" and used it to store things. My mother had married into a family that held a large property.  They also held grudges, and were unbelievably dysfunctional on a scale hard to imagine.  

    As a small example, I realized later that what was stored in the farmhouse were the remnants of my grandfathers sister's life.  She was murdered by her son, who also murdered his own daughter and burned their residence to cover the crime. He also did himself in to boot. We are talking some extremely volatile genetics here, bipolar alcoholics, passed on down the male line.  Way to pick em Mom!  I was always relieved I didn't have a blood tie to this bunch.

    To me, of course the farmhouse was a treasure chest.  I was free to root around, find whatever I like, and haul it to my house down the bend.  I could feel the energy of the items, but they held no darkness, for some reason.  

     And now to the violets.  Under a large maple tree i took rest quite a bit, basking in the sun, safe against the moss.  That year, around age seven, I noticed the patch of violets.  These weren't just ordinary violets, they were oderata violets, sweet violets, the kind that have a strong, heady scent.  No one else in the world knew about this violet patch, and it became my special spot. I also became obsessed with violets, and my family gifted me with prints, teacups, and little boxes with violets printed on them.  To fast forward, at some point in my life i realized that those violets were a gift from Nature Spirits, from Angels, and All that Is to remind me i was loved, I was not alone, and that the Violet Light would always be with me.

     And so it is with all of us, as we open our eyes and see the treasures around us. The hints of our Angelic Guides, the whispers to our soul that we are not alone.  It is there, in the scent of violets, in a secret old house, in your pet's eyes, in the whispering trees, and sparkling lights caught out of the corner of our sight. It is there, in the quiet. 

 October 1, 2015

Hello Darlings, in the interest of being in PRESENT TIME, I thought I'd add a post on my blog-o-rama. OH look present time just flew out the window!   We are doing a very fun event over on facebook, many psychics, readers, and Angelic messengers winging in for a quick peek just for you, over the entire weekend. I mean after that super blood moon eclipse ascension gateway, we're all in the mood for some Really Sparkly Magic!   I'm up to my usual Past Life Peek, or a Sweet Gift of Guidance on any old question. I'll even be running a reading special after the "Show"!

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Love Is All There Is

 The first time the idea of self love was introduced to me, I had no idea how to love myself. I was about 24, taking a seminar called Loving Relationships Training back in the early 80's . 

 I was actually a bit shocked how clueless I was about how to even begin that process.

So I decided to find out.  Thirty- odd years later, these are some of the pieces I found most effective:

1)You can start with making yourself a priority.. amazingly enough most of us are pretty far down on our list of priorities.  This is a great start, as you are not yet ready to say  “I am my first priority” but you are saying HEY I am on the list. I wrote I AM A PRIORITY on a strip of paper and taped it to my computer monitor edge where I would see it every day. All my life I had done a whole lot of putting the needs of others first, compromising, and flat out allowing myself to be oppressed.  No more of that. 

 2) Next I found that redefining and relabeling things I formerly found fault with in myself helped. So a tendency to be forgetful became “interesting wiring” or “understandable misconceptions” –then accepting those traits and not labeling them as “bad or good” was a great step forward. When we come in as babies, we don’t come wired to self-criticize ourselves (well actually some of us have baggage from other lives so that is not always true- which is a point of forgiveness toward  the WHOLE self, which may take a whole lot of awareness to get to, so better start now LOL.)   A simple act of compassion and forgiveness toward yourself or another can trigger an avalanche of release that wipes out a whole lot of stray karmic crap.  It’s amazing. 

 3) Sometimes I think connecting with Source energy, which is the basis of all self-love, is more about defining what pleases you, what makes you feel truly connected, and what makes your vibrational frequency go higher. This could be petting your cat rather than a long meditation. I’m all for trying anything that feels positive. The point is to be easy on yourself. Ease up.  Really.  Reach for joyful interaction in the smallest parts of your reality and they will quickly expand into more joyful moments.  Fill up your days with those.  Take a leap of faith into your true calling.  

4) ASK, have Faith, it’s Done.  We forget to ask for what we REALLY want and are quick to say “oh I can’t have that”… well think again. Nothing is too big to ask. So I asked to go to England.  The cooperatives components that brought that about moved so fast it was head spinning.  So go ahead, ASK - ask to have the pathway to Self Love lit up for you like the yellow brick road. And ask for the red shoes, too. 

Autumn Leaves Us Breathless

Happy NOVEMBER  ~! The energies are SO strong and the veil so thin I want to offer up a direct “phone line” to your personal guides and angels.   .  LOVE is all there is.

A great collective of humorous, amazing guides continually amazing me and link me with all kinds of information. Often an Angelic being will escort someone over to speak to you from beyond.  Sometimes it is not who you expect, so be flexible! 

I am a highly rated counselor and reader on several sites –  These are some comments of my clients:

“Very accurate. She said things to me before I could ask them. I was very impressed. Will contact again!” 

“Wow, she got to the heart of the matter pretty quickly. I never had a psychic reading where so much was said in a short time. she was sweet and strongly connected to spirit. she asked if i sing, which I do ALL the time. right on target. I would give her a call, worth the money and time. Thanks sparkle I'll talk to you as soon as i can. “   ( you can read them on my feedback link so enough already lol)

Booking a private reading with me is a better method to get to the heart of the matter in almost all instances.   So treat yourself to a holiday special!  

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One of the best methods for me is to connect briefly with you and proceed to write my impressions of your past life down.  A flat rate email read is $44. You may also substitute one questions instead of requesting past life information. Use the Donate button to initiate that reading and email me at sparklesuz@gmail.com

I believe that many of us have reached a period of development where our 
"other lives" aspects are connecting with us and we are being freed of past perceptions in order to further our awakening spirit. 

So much has occurred in the last three months!   I myself traveled to England to connect with my past life in Salisbury, and ended up connecting with way more than one.  This is to say that by a process of meditations, readings and regressions over a long period of time, I came to know that I was a person of interest that lived in Regency England in the province of Wiltshire.  I have always known this, but not specifically who until last spring.  Not only did this explain almost every little nuance of my life, it was a tremendous healing for both that soul and my current soul, as I had been carrying her pain for my entire life here on earth.   I have a wonderful friend and fellow psychic who literally traveled with me by Skype as we healed our way through my past lives.  Over the last three years I have been pulled into the most amazing collection of people and we have all been together repeatedly, time after time, as they say. These are very special people, high literary and artistic beings, traveling in a pack. I’m honored to make their acquaintance!

The most important part of that journey was being released from a burden that was not mine to carry anymore, and also releasing that soul- which is a part of me- from this burden at the same time so she was free to rejoin her family and move into the light.  My ability to communicate with an aspect of my own soul was amazing.  Imagine walking with a part of you that lived in a different era, and sharing thoughts. 

The concept of past lives is a vast celestial dance of wonder.  The idea that past lives are linear is widely recognized as “old thinking: as old as the world being flat”  In this new era of channeled and revealed information from multidimensional sources we know we are dealing with something WAY bigger than linear time lines and life after life.  

When we imagine a star, a point of light, as the source of our existence, and that star explodes into hundreds of new stars, and each one of those is still within the collective of the original star, that’s pretty amazing.  This is why we get three Joan of Arcs, four Marilyns--  many even bear a striking similarity in physical form.  I know a Joan, and I know Gertrude and Leo Stein in this life.  They are such truthful renditions of their various aspects!  My collective personhoods look so much like me at times it is shocking.  

If you read the book Time for Truth by Nick Brunick he explains this concept very clearly, as he is an aspect of the disciple Paul.  Each of our aspects comes here (or elsewhere) to experience another layer of perception, emotion, contrast and resolution. Each experience adds to the collective whole. If one aspect of the whole becomes AWAKE and the awareness of the others begins to bleed through, then things get VERY INTERESTING. Long ago the Seth material, particularly The Nature of Personal Reality by Jane Roberts, and her Oversoul Seven series, explained this in detail.

AND THEN there is time.  Time can get very squishy when you are dancing between memories and aspects of yourself.  You can step into the complete emotional body of someone who lived in 1555.  I personally found I had been returning to Salisbury Cathedral over and over again, at least five times that I know of since the 1500’s. Three of those are documented in journals and biographies.

This can be amazingly fun, amusing, and enlightening work that deeply strikes at the core of your carried “themes” in this life and clears away the old moldy perceptions that keep us stuck in certain areas!

In the interest of further defining who and what I am, i have decided to begin a series of blog posts about my enlightenment journey.  OY that's the never ending story! 

   We'll definitely begin with Once Upon A Time. Even as a child I remembered pieces of past lives.  Joan Grant called that Far Memory, and I like that term. I have traceable, rather famous characters in my other earthly timelines. I also have theories about the whole concept of past lives based on many years of study and experience.

I  have spent a large portion of my life fascinated with past lives, and the past life experience, what it means, what are the echoes, what is TIME, and why do we access certain lives?  I have regressed many, many people and at one time had a private practice doing just that- regressions.  I based my method on a book published in 1976 called: Hypersentience: Exploring Your Past Lifetime As a Guide to Your Character and Destiny by Marcia Moore. It was new when I read it - (age showing.)   Her method is extremely similar to Brian Weiss's method. I have come to realize that the vibrational alignment of the person conducting the reading/regression is a key component in the quality of the reading and regression experience.  So this makes it my job to keep my light in a clear and loving place as much as possible. 

All lightworkers are spirits having a physical human experience (Well okay i have met one or two that i don't think are actually human beings but rather angels or nature spirits in human form.)  This means we waft in and out of alignment, in and out of contrast and expansion.   means we are not PERFECT!   This, apparently, is our grand plan.  Abraham Hicks calls it a Step 1 moment, where we remember what we don't want so we can further define what we do want.  And so it is with all of us!

More to come.

Last week I had the occasion to spend four days showing someone around my area. Each day that passed was more beautiful than the next.  Each meal I was served was delicious.  My path was dotted with lovely, helpful people.  I sat to rest at a fountain and noticed a bottle of bubbles sitting next to me, and looked up to see a bride and groom having pictures taken.  I blew bubbled into the air and joined in the merriment. Each day more gratitude for all the abundance around me grew until by the fourth day I was glowing with that deep grace Abraham Hicks calls the Vortex.   Every time we use the phrase " I have to figure it out"  it is a little sign to ourselves to replace that with "I have to let go, let go and let go some more!

 Today I went through my favorite car wash.  After you slide into place the instructions are to Put the Car in Neutral and Let Go of the Steering Wheel.  The first time I noticed this sign in a bigger way I was in the middle of "figuring something out." I asked for direction from the higher beings, the All That Is,  the Angels, and got-- go to the carwash.  Really ?  I was already driving, so I pulled in and got into "ALIGNMENT" with the track. That is when I looked up and read those words in a whole different way.  What if we put ourselves in Neutral ---the space between worry and thrashing for solutions- and took our hands off the steering wheel?    I can tell you exactly what that feels like now-it is the smooth cool part of the river before we hit the rapids again. It is a drive through the most beautiful country around before the darkness falls for a short while.   We can't hate the rapids or the darkness, we just have to remember they will be over soon---as soon as we let go.

I have a friend we will call Foxy.  She's beautiful inside and out. Foxy has loved and lived and I have known her for 35+ years of her 72.  We have been traveling a very interesting parallel course of enlightenment-  riding the ebb and flow of relationships,  businesses opened, closed, and all the time we’ve been studying, expanding, learning, each in our own way. And then suddenly our paths will cross for some very intense and wonderful growth spurts. What fun! 
 For example, a week ago I called her and in the midst of discussion I said, remember that book Testimony of Light by Helen Greaves?  Foxy answered "Oh you mean the one I have laying here to pack in a box to a friend?  It’s a foot away from me~!"  She read that and then I started her pick, Navigating the Collapse of Time.  And off we go again on one of our rolls absorbing all the loving knowledge laid at our feet by the Divine Connection.  We like to call it the Divine Lending Library. Sometimes it is the Divine Search Engine, like this conversation: 1) Suzanna ponders what her true meaning on the planet is. 2) Foxy calls and asks “was it you that asked me about the Course in Miracles? “ I answer  “No, we did that together in 1979 remember?  “You are never upset for the reason you think you are!”  I quote, quick as a wink, (light speed Divine search engine) and Foxy, even faster says “You are the light of the world. It is your only function. It is why you came here.”  Suzanna says “WHAT?  Say that again?”   Question regarding my true meaning on the planet Asked and Answered. Time lapse ten minutes.  Don’t you love it?  That is basically the way my life rolls these days, along with a veritable carnival of visual input from the Divine Play of Life on planet earth: golden retrievers, jaguars (the car -and as I wrote this a navy blue XJ6 drove down the road by my house—sweet!),bumper stickers, random comments, writing in the sky, yes, I will save that for another time.
 I have had books fall off shelves at me. I was directed to take a quick detour to Ashland, Oregon after a week of absolute Bliss in Mount Shasta, CA.  I had never been to Ashland. It was very pretty and I was high off Mount Shasta so even better.  I drove a nice loop, then saw a spot to park (as in a parking space open up smack in front of me), pulled over and went into a small jewelry store to buy a present for my daughter.  There were four books on a shelf, quite out of place, and one just bumped right out at me.  Yes, really. It was called Coming Home, the Return to True Self.  Now when a book pops off a shelve at you after you've been kavorting with the nature spirits in a Vortex Divine hot spot like Mount Shasta, one should pay very close attention.  Coming Home by Marcia Nelson was written many years ago but apparently there is no time because it was deeply relevant for me in present time. The integration of spiritual knowledge into the earth plane life we are living (or pretending to live or think we are living.)  More on THAT later!
One of my muses has been Lauren C. Gorgo or the Magnificent Lauren as I like to call her. She has been sending updates regarding our earth/ascension/ integration for several years now. http://www.thinkwithyourheart.net/ but more than that she makes me laugh- over and over again.
One of my best friends is Aleta McClelland, who now works for www.12listen.com with Mark Hussen. She is Aleta the Brave and Beautiful and she has a radio show on Monday nights, which I will be schedule on soon, because when Aleta and I get rolling it is a thing of beauty and comic genius > well it makes US laugh!   www.acourseinconsciousness.com  Aleta’s home site.
Well, that will do for today, just a hint of the new me.  I would love to talk to you, give you a new perspective on your “stuck”points, pull in the Angels, guides, old dead relatives, past lives, symbolic “pops” that will come through me.  It’s always an amazing ride on the river!   Coming soon,  what I learned in 56 years, how many amazing, beautiful children I have, and how I survived a nightmarish childhood by learning to laugh.  Ya, all that later. Right now… time to launch this light speed woman!