In the interest of further defining who and what I am, i have decided to begin a series of blog posts about my enlightenment journey.  OY that's the never ending story! 

   We'll definitely begin with Once Upon A Time. Even as a child I remembered pieces of past lives.  Joan Grant called that Far Memory, and I like that term. I have traceable, rather famous characters in my other earthly timelines. I also have theories about the whole concept of past lives based on many years of study and experience.

I  have spent a large portion of my life fascinated with past lives, and the past life experience, what it means, what are the echoes, what is TIME, and why do we access certain lives?  I have regressed many, many people and at one time had a private practice doing just that- regressions.  I based my method on a book published in 1976 called: Hypersentience: Exploring Your Past Lifetime As a Guide to Your Character and Destiny by Marcia Moore. It was new when I read it - (age showing.)   Her method is extremely similar to Brian Weiss's method. I have come to realize that the vibrational alignment of the person conducting the reading/regression is a key component in the quality of the reading and regression experience.  So this makes it my job to keep my light in a clear and loving place as much as possible. 

All lightworkers are spirits having a physical human experience (Well okay i have met one or two that i don't think are actually human beings but rather angels or nature spirits in human form.)  This means we waft in and out of alignment, in and out of contrast and expansion.   means we are not PERFECT!   This, apparently, is our grand plan.  Abraham Hicks calls it a Step 1 moment, where we remember what we don't want so we can further define what we do want.  And so it is with all of us!

More to come.

Floating Down the River of Life

Last week I had the occasion to spend four days showing someone around my area. Each day that passed was more beautiful than the next.  Each meal I was served was delicious.  My path was dotted with lovely, helpful people.  I sat to rest at a fountain, noticed a bottle of bubbles next to me, and looked up to see a bride and groom having their pictures taken.  I blew bubbles into the air and joined in the merriment. Each day more gratitude for all the abundance around me grew until by the fourth day I was glowing with that deep grace Abraham Hicks calls the Vortex.   Every time we use the phrase " I have to figure it out," it is a little sign to ourselves to replace that with "I have to let go, let go, and let go some more!

 Today I went through my favorite car wash.  After you slide into place, the instructions are to put the Car in Neutral and Let Go of the Steering Wheel.  The first time I noticed this sign in a bigger way, I was in the middle of "figuring something out." I asked for direction from the higher beings, the All That Is,  the Angels, and got-- go to the carwash.  Really?  I was already driving, so I pulled in and got into "ALIGNMENT" with the track. That is when I looked up and read those words in a whole different way.  What if we put ourselves in Neutral ---the space between worry and thrashing for solutions- and took our hands off the steering wheel?  I can tell you exactly what that feels like now-it is the smooth, cool part of the river before we hit the rapids again. It is a drive through the most beautiful country around before the darkness falls for a short while.  We can't hate the rapids or the darkness, we just have to remember they will be over soon---as soon as we let go.

Adventures in Wonderland

Stories of Life.
I have a friend we will call Foxy.  She's beautiful inside and out. Foxy has loved and lived, and I have known her for 45+ years of her 80.  We have been traveling a very interesting parallel course of enlightenment-  riding the ebb and flow of relationships,  businesses opened, closed, and all the time we’ve been studying, expanding, learning, each in our own way. And then suddenly our paths will cross for some very intense and wonderful growth spurts. What fun! 
  For example, a week ago I called her, and in the midst of the discussion I said, " Remember that book Testimony of Light by Helen Greaves?  Foxy answered, "Oh, you mean the one I have lying here to pack in a box to a friend?  It’s a foot away from me~!"  She read that, and then I started her pick, Navigating the Collapse of Time.  And off we go again on one of our rolls, absorbing all the loving knowledge laid at our feet by the Divine Connection.  We like to call it the Divine Lending Library. Sometimes it is the Divine Search Engine, like this conversation: 1) Suzanna ponders what her true meaning on the planet is. 2) Foxy calls and asks, “Was it you who asked me about the Course in Miracles? “ I answer  “No, we did that together in 1979 remember?  “You are never upset for the reason you think you are!”  I quote, quick as a wink, (light speed Divine search engine) and Foxy, even faster, says, “You are the light of the world. It is your only function. It is why you came here.”  Suzanna says, “WHAT?  Say that again?”   Question regarding my true meaning on the planet Asked and Answered. Time lapse ten minutes.  Don’t you love it?  That is basically the way my life rolls these days, along with a veritable carnival of visual input from the Divine Play of Life on planet earth: golden retrievers, jaguars (the car -and as I wrote this, a navy blue XJ6 drove down the road by my house—sweet!),bumper stickers, random comments, writing in the sky, yes, I will save that for another time.
 I have had books fall off shelves at me. I was directed to take a quick detour to Ashland, Oregon, after a week of absolute Bliss in Mount Shasta, CA.  I had never been to Ashland. It was very pretty, and I was high off Mount Shasta, so even better.  I drove a nice loop, then saw a spot to park (as in a parking space open up smack in front of me), pulled over, and went into a small jewelry store to buy a present for my daughter.  There were four books on a shelf, quite out of place, and one just bumped right out at me.  Yes, really. It was called Coming Home, the Return to True Self.  Now, when a book pops off a shelf at you after you've been cavorting with the nature spirits in a Vortex Divine hot spot like Mount Shasta, one should pay very close attention.  Coming Home by Marcia Nelson was written many years ago, but apparently, there is no time because it was deeply relevant to me in the present time. The integration of spiritual knowledge into the earth plane life we are living (or pretending to live, or think we are living)  More on THAT later!
One of my muses has been Lauren C. Gorgo, or the Magnificent Lauren, as I like to call her. She has been sending updates regarding our earth/ascension/ integration for several years now. http://www.thinkwithyourheart.net/, but more than that, she makes me laugh- over and over again.
 
Well, that will do for today, just a hint of the new me.  I would love to talk to you, give you a new perspective on your “stuck” points, pull in the Angels, guides, old dead relatives, past lives, and symbolic “pops” that will come through me.  It’s always an amazing ride on the river!   Coming soon,  what I learned in 67 years, how many amazing, beautiful children I have, and how I survived a nightmarish childhood by learning to laugh.  Ya, all that later. Right now… time to launch this light speed woman!

                 

All Aboard ~!

Here we are, rolling along into expansion at light speed. Personally when I fall of the tracks going this fast it feels like a train wreck, but it only takes me maybe a half hour to get my little cars back up and running. Really that makes me sort of a super hero doesn't it? I can pick up the scattered little pieces, put the wheels back on track and wheee, off I go, traveling, traveling. I'm imagining myself flying over the redirected train in my super suit, keeping an eye on things. (no cape, remember? From The Incredibles LOL.)

But really is it me? I've had a lot more luck with completely surrendering to a more powerful engineer or a crew of engineers, really. Big shiny winged friends of mine- Angels, higher beings, guides, and the Big Source Energy. Because it gets so so tiring trying to keep everything together and finally when we fall, they are there to show us the way. This was my favorite bit out of a lecture today, old quote, but here it goes. Your worth does not come from your achievements.
Back to chop the wood, carry the water, be in present time, wear red lipstick, eat licorice.